What Do You See?

When you are exhausted and immensely tired of your life, sometimes you get an unforgettable dreams. This was case of Eloise. The blondie that she was going
through the shitty situations in her life. Rape, murders, drugs and brokenheart. The love that never was forbidden.
Sometimes she believed that her life is just a punishment for something that she did and didn't.
She believed that if there was a God, he hated each of his beautiful creatures. How would you explain the suffering anyway?
God hated us all. He let us losing ourselves and walking in the neverending circle full of a frauds, lies.
Life was like a vain missile. At least Eloise felt that way. Even there was a man that loved her, was ready to sacrifice his life for her,
she felt like her being is a waste of a time.
Was all the drugs, weird sex and alcohol the solution? Maybe it was. But it definitely wasn't an option. Her identity died long time ago.
She wasn't the little girl anymore. At least her liver could tell the stories just like her soul or her heart. There wasn't any circuit.
But she risked it once again, she fell in love. With him. The man that was there always for her.

Once she was sleeping without him, the another weird dream came to her. Somehow and from nothing it just visited her brain.

Laying on the bed, when her eyes looked at the sore wrists, it was tied up by a rope. The place was dark but still looking like her room.
Different but familiar. And she was naked. Her pale, slender body was like the light in the end of the tunnel.
When she saw the pair of the crystal blue, eagle eyes, Eloise could recognize the man. It was him, the man that he loved her to the end of the
universe and more.
But what was he just doing? He whispered something to her ear. It was just a soft voice that was telling her to calm down. So gentle but
still so bossy and serious. Eloise wanted to have a normal sex, at least for once. But when he pushed his two fingers covered in his salivas
into her wetness, the blondie couldn't fight it.
He was a doctor that was bringing a drugs so she could forget. It was not for free. He wanted sex. The exchange. And she agreed. Before it all collapsed
and they fell in love with each other.
And so while his fingers were working down with her vagina, he was gazing into her eyes with his hand on her the most soft skin of her cheek.
She was like an angel to him. So broken, strong and yet so fragile.
Then he got on the knees over her. Eloise was ready for him. He could feel it and taste it. The beautiful scent was everywhere.
Her eyes were watching him while he was undoing the belt of his pants. It was all so intense. Eloise almost forgot that her wrists are so sore.
Turning her on the back, she purred like the kitten. And as his length met her moist entrance, she moaned way louder.

"El, are you alright?" A voice of a man woke her up from her dreaming. When Eloise opened her eyes, Hunter was sitting on the edge of her bed.
A slight confusion came to her in the moment when she noticed him. For some reason she was shy and felt a coruscating embarrassment.
Was she moaning for real? Loudly like in the dream?