Tree and a Wisdom

"Nobody can even imagine the pain I'm still going through. It's more like a headache, it's a failure. Losing somebody feels like you are in a very dark place. There's nothing but the empty walls all around without any door or window. And the floor is as black as the darkest sky. And you keep calling his name. Searching for an escape altough there are no door. You hear the breathing, not yours. You know there is still some part of your beloved with you. 

I put my palms against the flaked tapestry and felt the warmth. I knew he's there, somewhere because I could feel him. And when I turned back, there was a tree. The leaves leaned in and a light wind has stroked my face. It was whispering to me. I let the branches wrap around my body so I could hear the wisdom of the tree. 

The oak connected his soul with mine and I wrapped my arms around his trunk. And I've heard everything then. I've seen things that were forbidden to a normal human eye. The ancient whispers gave me a riddles but after deep thinking and answering them it all started to making a sense. 
After I woke up in the shadow under the oak I felt like I was just born. I was strong and when my irises looked up to the sun through the leaves of the tree, I knew he is alive. I knew he still rememebers me."